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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

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在年少的过程中
有多少次的欢愉
有多少次的忧虑
有多少伤事我不堪重提
总在以为最了解自己的时候
让你一一为我分析
为我解开我心中串串难题

在零乱的岁月中
有多少次的怀疑
有多少次的努力
有多少失败我无法回避
总在不知不觉跌倒的时候
你会慢慢地将我扶起
在校园里有那首歌的痕迹

就在乱叶纷飞的日子后
才发觉日子实在不够
走到半途我匆匆回首
才发觉你一直在陪我走

就在季候风吹起的时候
我的心已开始不断发抖
再一次请你好好珍惜
接受我这次衷心的感激

每一次听这一首歌，都按不住心中的悸动。
每一个字每一段旋律，都紧紧的牵动着我的心。
每一次想随着音乐唱这一首歌，可是都没有办法，
因为眼泪总是在眼眶中打转，还没唱几个字就开始哽咽了...

Elin~ @ 2:07 AM | u hav sumthin 2 say?

i was transferring the pics in my hp's memory card into the computer just now and decided to post some of it into my blog, since i haven't been updating my blog that often and i'm lazy to write things...so i guess a few pics will be good..keke..

my study place in the hostel room...so messy...haha...

dim sum at penang!!! before..

and...after!!!

haha...this is wat we called 'wu liao'! i'm taking their photos, and they're taking my photo...sigh..*sweat*

nasi pattaya cinta! haha..u can't get this all the time, only when the chef is in a good mood..hehe..love's in the air~ i can smell it, the chef must so be in love..haha..!

dragon ball! drawn by ah woei on the library's table..shh..hehe..

sleeping in front of the library...this is wat we call the MAHASISWA..=P

my lovely coursemates..taken at Seputeh KTM station after ah woei's birthday party..

Mayday in Sungei Wang~! i was in their concert too..

cuvettes...i can't remember what's in it..some chemicals..

PBUPM's 40th anniversary..

reminisce the nostalgia of pbupm,prolonging the buddha sasana.

at Putrajaya, a very beautiful place...

taken at 'chop and grill'? can't remember the name of the place, but it's a western food restaurant near UPM..

those were the days..sweet memories..
i smiled everytime i look at the pictures..
i guess that's the reason why i love taking photos..
those are the precious moments that i'll never forget...
i guess in times of 10 years, 20 years or even 50 years,
when i look at these photos again, i'll smile and feel so grateful of getting to know all of you who has made a difference in my life...

Elin~ @ 12:53 AM | u hav sumthin 2 say?

Saturday, June 17, 2006

祝我生日快乐！HapPy 21st BiRtHdaY 2 Me~
二十一岁咯...长大了...
羽翼丰了，可以展翅高飞了。
他们说二十一岁代表着自由，再也没有束缚。
可以做自己喜欢的事情了。
是那样的吗？
我有那么一点点的怀疑。

Elin~ @ 12:49 AM | u hav sumthin 2 say?

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

这几天心情不太好，如果你要我很明确的告诉你如何的不好，我想我没有办法做得到。那是一种很奇怪的感觉，奇怪得我没有办法用文字形容，我脑袋瓜里实在是找不到可以形容这种感觉的词汇，是文学造诣不到家吧...

那是一种空空洞洞的感觉，一种冷冷冰冰，有点心寒的感觉。
那是一种没有高低起伏，一种过于平静，甚至于寂静的感觉。

像是我明明很喜欢下雨天，总是期待着雨滴的降临，
但珍珠般雨水一滴滴的落下时，却是那隐隐约约的忧郁浮现的时刻。

像是我明明很喜欢阳光普照，总是期待着雨过天晴，
但当猛烈的太阳高挂于蓝天时，却开始想念雨天时的湿气。

像是我节目明明就排得满满的，但我却总是漫不经心。
总是觉得无聊透顶。总是觉得自己像是行尸走肉。

是心灵空虚？是不满足于当下的状况？

你明白我要表达些什么吗？不明白吗？
没关系，我纯粹想发泄，你不需要明白我的语无伦次。

快乐与悲伤之间的那条线，好象越来越模糊了。
我好象开始失去知觉了。
是麻木了吗？
是太累了吗？
是不想去感觉了？

快乐与悲伤之间的平衡点到底在哪里？
越急于想保持平衡，越没有办法平衡。
失去平衡感的我，还有能力飞行吗？

Elin~ @ 12:33 AM | u hav sumthin 2 say?

Monday, June 05, 2006

讨厌这种四肢无力，头昏脑胀的感觉。
讨厌咳嗽，讨厌发烧，讨厌伤风！
好久没生病了，竟然在这种时候生病，时间算得还真准。
我还有一大堆的计划等着我咧，绝对要好起来！
明天就要进营了，希望一切顺利。
要去吞药了，讨厌吃药！好想哭哦...>_<

Elin~ @ 12:25 AM | u hav sumthin 2 say?

Thursday, June 01, 2006

原来，就算做了100％的心理准备，还是会有期待，还是会失望...

Elin~ @ 7:01 PM | u hav sumthin 2 say?

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