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Saturday, February 25, 2006 够了, 我不想再哭了。给我多一点点时间, 和多一点点坚定。 Thursday, February 23, 2006 i'm now in the library and suppsed to be studying , 2nd test is just around the corner..sigh..UPM = university peperiksaan malaysia, it's all about test, test and more test...but i can't concentrate at all so i borrowed chze hua's laptop to come online for awhile.i went to see penguin's blog just now,nice music!but sad...it makes me so much feel like crying...you know,i dun cry easily, but recently i think i just cant hold it any longer...cried a few times in my room,not really cry, just a few drops of tears, but without really knowing the reason why, guess i just needed some time to work out what's on my mind...haha..i'm so messed up...T_T or maybe i know the reason but i just refused to admit it... seriously, i think i have split personality, maybe it is so for all gemini's? i've no idea, but i am so.sometimes i can be very happy, smiling all day long, but deep inside i know i'm not really that happy after all. sometimes i can be really moody, but i know i'll be happy after a short while...there must be something terribly wrong with my head~! or maybe it's the same for everybody? i'm not the only one after all, am i? i know i sounded pessimistic right? dun worry, i'm alright! i'm strong and i'm alright. seriously, i am. Saturday, February 04, 2006 我没有办法很勇敢但是我可以很坚强 那么...坚强算不算是一种勇敢? 我有一点点困惑... my frenz and i went to mr. oh's house on the 3rd day of CNY...didn't visit him for about 3 years already..hehe...feel so guilty bout that..and i miss him sooo much~ he's one the the teachers who really made a big difference in my life...and i'm so thankful to be his student!! see...funny expression eh..i hope mr oh didn't see this...or else he's gonna scold me...hehehe...^^ gambling at pei ing's house. my gang~!!taken at christine's house... that's all for now and i hope that u all enjoy seeing the photos..i'm really lazy to think of anything to write..so sorry ya..hehe.. anyway, happy CNY~~! Friday, February 03, 2006 "如果杯子有一个缺口,从另一个角度看它依然可以是圆的""凡事别太执着,有的时候学习放下是必须的." "只要你懂得忘记烦恼,那你已经开始慢慢的领悟到了幸福初步的形状." 嗯,有道理. 我要一直记着. |
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